I try to Accept myself as I am.
I am much better at this Now than I used to be - getting better every day.
At least that' s my Opinion.
I don't force myself to do things,
I know what I want - NOT NEED - to do,
I leave it to God's timing,
I give myself space to grow in God's LOVE and Grace,
Though I know NOT My Destination,
I am Aware of How to Get there.
I Continue to do what I Know is God's will for me:
Attend Prayer Groups,
Serve my Parish
Preaching the Gospel By Example.
Keeping my Expectations Low as not to feel a Failure if my Expectations controlled my Life.
Which they did in my History.
As I write this I know that I feel Inadequate in my Prayer life and this comes out in prayer groups,
I am also not a big Scripture Reader and I Want to Want to Improve this.
Knowing that If I were to Expect this from myself I would turn farther away from God.
If there's one thing, I might say to you Martha. It would that
Humans are HUMAN, Though God is Patient.
My Attitude Determines: